Its been a very long time since I have posted on this blog. I never intended to take such a long break away. Then it seemed like it was one thing after another! Unfortunately the end of the 1st trimester did not lend way to a relief in symptoms or life’s complications. So here is a bullet point breakdown of what’s happened the last two months.
– The heartburn and acid reflux got so bad (that I mentioned in my last post) I was able to eat only very soft foods or liquids so my OB sent me to an ENT. After a very uncomfortable procedure (camera down the throat) they put me on Nexium and it seems to have relieved most of my problems.
– During the worst of it I lost 20 pounds in a 3wk. period of time
– At my 3 month check-up I went in complaining about a sore lump on my leg. It turned out to be a severe case of Staph
– I was checked in to the hospital for 48 hrs. of IV antibotics
– I ended up staying for 6 days and having to have surgery on the wound!
– Haven’t gained any weight back but I’ve stopped losing and I am eating about 60% better than I was when I was down to liquids.
– With all the drama I have been through thus far this pregnancy, I feel like I have a very negative focus that I did NOT have during my first pregnancy. I feel like I am worrying constantly ALL THE TIME. (I feel like every pain, every twinge, or the fact that I don’t really feel the baby move yet (at least I don’t think I have) means something terrible is/has/was/will happen!)
– I am 17weeks and 5 days along now!
That 1st trimester is full of joy, which I say with both honesty and scarcasm! I love being pregnant and am so excited about the coming addition to our family! However, this pregnancy thus far has proven to be a bit more eventful. As usual, I am dealing with the normal severe exahustion. I wake up tired, take a nap midday with my toddler, and then go to bed tired in the evening. But, I am also struggling with a lot of heartburn. It became so severe recently that I started having trouble eating. When I would try to swallow my food it would feel as if I was choking! It was the oddest thing I have ever experienced. I am on a course of Nexium that should help correct this. I am ready to hit that 2nd trimester already and start getting my baby bump and start getting my energy back!
To add insult to injury, I am fighting my first cold of the season…my wonderful MIL took my daughter for the afternoon so I could rest. I just woke from a nap and I think I am going to take advantage of the peace by finishing up my “Creative Family” book and start “Dirt”.
This past week we had our first OB appointment for this pregnancy. Its really strange to be talking about an OB since I have never been under the care of one before. However, since we have decided to do a hospital-VBAC we will have to use an OB. I really liked her though and felt very comfortable with her care thus far. I will definitely be hiring a doula this time around though.
We discussed why I had a c-section with my first pregnancy and she said it sounded like an “induction fail” and we would have no trouble going forward with laboring on this birth. She will review the charts from the OB who performed my c-section. Hearing her mention my induction made me squeamish..I was so angry about having to do that but I am past it now.
She went ahead and performed an ultrasound so we were able to see the baby’s heartbeat. I appreciated that because, since I have so few pregnancy symptoms, I always have so many fears and lingering doubts up until I can see or hear that beautiful heartbeat. The best part of this ended up being Mirabelle’s reaction to seeing the baby on the screen. Ever since we found out we were expecting, we have started to drop hints to her that she is going to be a sister so she can start to understand the concept. Well, when she saw that baby on the screen she cried out “Oh, look!! There’s the baby! Yea!! That’s great!!”.
It made my day! And she hasn’t stopped talking about it since Wednesday. Also, when we asked her tonight where Momma’s baby was she said “In Momma’s tummy.”, so it sounds like she is catching on quite well!
So I stink at commitment when it comes to this blog. I wanted to do a 35 day photo posting thinking that would both dedicate me to posting every day, and also give me time to gear up for posting true, substantial and heart-felt blog posts but that didn’t work as you have seen!
Not to mention we got some really big and exciting news in the midst of this that I have been dying to share and now that we have finally told family the news I can share it with you… I AM PREGNANT WITH BABY #2!
It was fun to tell my husband this time around..I surprised him when he came home from work with the news. I dressed up our daughter in a t-shirt that read “I’m The Big Sister” but it took him a good 5-7 minutes to notice it. I actually had to point out to him she had a new shirt on before he actually read it! Then he finally caught on..
We are very excited and feel truly blessed by this precious gift. But I need to lay a very serious prayer request out there for anyone still reading. This is hard for me to share since so few people actually know about this to date. Last year I was diagnosed with Epilepsy. I am under the care of a Neurologist and am taking AED medications. I still have a lot of doubts about the validity of my diagnosis and was looking into getting a 2nd opinion when I found out I was pregnant. Because my current DR. is very certain I am having seizures and no on will question this or make adjustments to my current regimen while I am pregnant, this means I will have to stay on my AED medication throughout my pregnancy. While I happen to be on one of the safest of the AED meds. on the market (and I am only on ONE vs. multiple prescriptions), there are still elevated risks of birth defects as compared to if I was on no medication. basically my risk goes from 3-5% to 10%.
One risk is a neural tube defect. I have my first doctors appt. on 9/2 and we will be past the point in the pregnancy when the neural tube should have closed so we will know by that point if we are out of the woods there. The other big concern will be a cleft lip and/or palate and we should have our answer concerning that at our 20 week anatomy ultrasound. When I first began reading about these defects and statistics I grew petrified. I started having anxiety attacks! I have since remembered that regardless of the outcome, there is new life that God has created and He is in control. He has a beautiful plan for this child and I know he is protecting us. Also, there is so much more research in our favor that he/she will be completely healthy and brilliant!! So, I ask you to join me in praying for my child and for me to continue to trust in God.
One of Mirabelle's favorite things to do these days is to ride on Bill's shoulders when we're shopping only she calls it "Ride on Head"
Just so you know..I have a really good reason for being absent from blogworld..I just can say why yet!
Goofing off with the "Cat in the Hat" gear at Target..
The green baby store co-owned by Solei Moon Fry (aka. "Punky Bruster" anyone!) in LA.
Landscaping and cute wall murial outside of "The Little Seed"
Great views on the drive between LA and Bakersfield!
*I have had a very distracting few days..my appologies for the giant gap in picture posts. I’ll make it up to the few of you that read!